OK, so I'm moving 5,343 miles away from home; on Friday.
I've never been very attached to anything or anybody in my life. I tend not to cultivate deep relationships and learned long ago not to get attached to things as they can be taken away at any time. I'm suddenly realizing, at the last moment just how much I'm giving up for this adventure.
Yea, it's temporary, and yea, it's an incredible experience but I am already sad and missing JF so much I can hardly stand it. That's really the only part of this whole thing that gives me doubts or makes me second guess my choice. And I'm surprised by it. I had no idea I would feel this strongly about it and I haven't even left yet!
You learn something new everyday and sometimes its about yourself.
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